(2/3) Comet Elenin is orbiting along with Planet X/Nibiru/Brown Dwarf St...

Though the video is a bit rough, the information is wonderful. Explains how Comet Elenin is affecting Earth and how an exact alignment with it along with Nibiru, has occurred on the same days as the earthquakes in Chile, Japan and New Zealand and volcanoes is Hawaii and other areas. What's occurring is that Nibiru's powerful magnetic pull is literally pulling at the tectonic plates around the "ring of fire." You could liken it to a strong magnet pulling on a metal plate causing anything on it's surface to move.

First Galactic Counselor Training in Years!

Something is afoot because I'm training my first potential galactic counselor in a while.  Angela is from Los Angeles, CA.  You could say she was "guided" here by some very powerful Beings for this training.  Seem it is her next step.  Being used to having unexpected directional changes I said, "Okay." 

So far it has been great.  The thought occurred to me this morning to blog about this training...each day Angela and I would write about our expereinces...some of which have been well....amazing!

Day 1 - spent the dragging myself around because I had not had any sleep the night before.  Didn't get to sleep until 4am.  This, we later learned was meant to be.  This training would be far different than the previous ones and I needed to download the info.  That required I be "put  to sleep" during to the day.  Doing so means that I will more easily retain it because being the afternoon, I won't go back to sleep...in which case, some of it could be lost. 

Why they are doing things differently is still is unclear.   The lesson today was about signs.  We marveled at how the Guides brought this lesson about.  I'll let Angela explain it...sooooo amazing.

Angela here -- When I came down for breakfast, I was met by Lucy the Beagle who wanted to talk.  I have recently discovered that animals and I communicate rather freely, though thus far it has mainly been with the furry creatures in my own household.  As I sat with Lucy on the floor, I silently asked her what she liked to do.  I received an image of a squirel and what I thought was a beaver (later to be corrected -- gopher!).  It then came to me to ask her why she doesn't seem to like her new sister, Cleo.  Immediately the reply was that she now has to do things she didn't prior to Cleo's arrival, such as working for her food and having to "wait."

At this point, Jelaila arrived in the kitchen and after confirming Lucy's interest in squirels and gophers, conversation turned to the animals in my household.  Now, let me preface this by saying that I am an only child who was raised in a household with one dog and perhaps an occasional rabbit or goldfish.  I've always liked animals, but never recognized any special connection with them.  Well, now I have five cats and five puppies -- all that have more or less arrived over the past two years.  When the first of these critters began to present themselves in my life, I embraced the idea of having a diversified household...but the numbers began to grow.  Often I'd have just wrapped my head and life around a new four-legged friend, when my Guides began to vigorously direct me to yet another.

I wrestled with old conventions of what it meant in a 3D world to have this many animals and what it could look like to others who don't know me.  The more I let go and accepted that my Guides wouldn't be doing this without a much greater purpose, I was able to relax and embrace the transformation of my home.  I certainly couldn't complain -- the cats (almost all under the age of 1.5 years) are mellow and loving both with me and each other; the dogs (all under the age of one), while needing guidance, are obedient and open...and everyone gets along!

And, while I have been learning life lessons right and left while living with all of these creatures, I, until today, didn't understand the greater picture.  As Jelaila and I spoke this morning, the lightbulb went on in Jelaila's head!  When I arrived at her home yesterday, I had mentioned that I had just been informed that I was part of a collective...and thus there it was, the set-up with all of the signs.  It all fell into place and made my heart soar to final understand!!!  I know this is only the tip of the iceberg, but a wonderful lesson in obedience and trust.

Further note about my discussion with Lucy:  when Jelaila and I parted for a rest a bit later, I was lying on my bed listening to a Tom Kenyon toning track.  Images and messages were passing through my thought, and suddenly there was Lucy wanting to finish our discourse.  I asked her what it would take for her to accept Cleo -- it was to not have to do all the "extra stuff" any longer.  I promised to tell her mom.

A bit later, when reviewing the training manual and Guide agreements, I had a visit from Jelaila's Guide, Devin.  He said it was very important for me to tell Jelaila about my conversation with Lucy.  And so, that's what I did.  I'll let Jelaila finish the lesson....

Waiting for the daffodils--my symbol of hope

Spring is one of my favorite seasons because it symbolizes hope--hope for the future, that the sun will shine and there will be a tomorrow.  Hope for me is symbolized by daffodils...my favorite flower. 

I recall them in my mother's garden as a child.  Each Spring they popped their pretty heads out of the ground, cheerfully turning their bright yellow faces to the sun.  Seeing them out my bedroom window in the morning and after a long day as school, lifted my heart and warmed my soul.  In a time when life seemed so lonely, they were there to remind me that life would and could get better. 

Each spring I eagerly await my little signs of hope, in some ways they seem to me to be a lifeline to happiness and a brighter tomorrow.

What happened to this blog?

Well--I'm ashamed that I haven't posted to this blog in over a month.  What happened?  Life...so many things to keep up with..  Social media is great but can be overwelming for me.  Also, it depends on what's going on with me...is it something I want to share with the world.  I find that I'm more likely to share it through my weekly message.  But with all that said, I'll give this blog another shot.  I notice I do feel good when I get a post up. 

Thanksgiving Thoughts...

It's funny how you can have so many plans for a holiday and then they all fall through.  That's okay, having some time alone after a long year of travel is good.  Today I'm thinking of the things I am grateful for.  What are you thankful for?

Another Lull....where's next year's assignment!

Is it me or are we in another lull...meaning that it appears the energy has stopped the accelerated movement of the past couple of months.  Can't help but wonder if it is due to things being in "creation" mode.  If that is the case then we must simply be patient and wait for what is being created to manifest.  I must confess that I have a hard time with this especially when it involves the whole of the coming year. 

If you are like me a starseed/walk-in with a mission, this is the time of year when we receive next year's assignment.  I usually have a good idea what is will be by now but not this year.  I'm still waiting....how about you?

HCG Diet Update - October 19, 2010

With at least 6 clients and friends now using the HCG protocol as a result of my blog posts, I thought it would be a good idea to give an update, as well as, share what I've learned. 

I've now finished Phase 2 of my second round of HCG.  Am down another 5 pounds; not the 10 I had intended to release.  So, I wasn't as successful weight loss wise as I was on my first round.  The reason--something they don't tell you--is that I hit an emotional wall about 7 days into the round.  Within those bloated fat cells we hold emotions....those that caused us to put on the weight in the first place.  I hit what seemed like several layers of old pain and was totally surprised.  After a few days of consistent cheating on my diet--even with firm resolve not to--I realized my inner child was literally yelling at me.  It was as though she was saying, "I'm scared to let go of these layers, Mom!  I still need them cause I don't believe you can protect me."

The location of this fat is around my joints--knees, ankles and especially elbows and the backs of my upper arms around my elbows.  When I tuned in and talked with Jessie, asking her to show me an image of an event that caused her to store fat on my elbows she responded immediately.  I saw myself back in 1992, standing in my apartment racked with emotional pain.  I had just come back from the hospital where my then 4 year old daughter had endured a sexual assault exam.  As they probed her I felt she was being assaulted all over again.  When they were done, I took her home.  I had just checked in on her and had walked back into the living room.  Looking out as the setting sun from my living room window, I broke down and began sobbing.  All the tears, the pain and fear of what had happened to her, to us finally got the best of me.  I had had to be strong for my little girl but as I wrapped my arms around myself, I remember so desperately wanting someone to hold me, to be there for me...and there was no one. 

Remembering that moment opened the doors, or rather flood gates to other memories, each one revealing yet another moment when I needed someone to be there for me.  Needless to say, it was profound.  

Afterward, I had other memories surface during the next 12 days.  With each one, instead of resisting them as I had done before learning these tools (the Keys of Compassion) I allowed the old feelings to wash over me, assuring my Inner Child that letting the pain come up would serve us better than keeping it down. I let her know that I wanted to let the pain go and no longer needed her to keep it at bay. The release was slow at first, as though she didn't quite trust me and so was only letting up small amounts at a time.  I realized that I couldn't expect her to trust me but now I had an opportunity to earn that trust.  Each time I felt another wave, I tuned in and talked with her.  There were several times I just held myself, seeing myself holding her.  Many tears flowed and sometimes days filled with profound, overwhelming sadness passed as we felt each loss, each moment I had felt abandoned when I found myself alone trying to deal with a crises.  I realized that the way others treated me was how I had treated my Inner Child.  The fact that no one had been there for me when I needed it, was a mirror of who I had not been there for her.  I had put others' needs ahead of my own and used energy that my Inner Child needed to keep up healthy on others.  How true that the way others treat us is a mirror of how we treat our Inner Children!

Finally the pain was gone and I felt I had come through a 14 day storm.  Unfortunately I was near the end of my 23 days of injections and therefore didn't have enough time back on the diet to make a difference.  Still, I felt it had been a success because I was able to clear the pain that had caused me to gain the weight.  In fact, I was able to pinpoint when I began gaining and developed Chronic Fatigue Syndrome shortly after the crisis explained above. 

Having cleared those layers, I've been able to stay within 2 pounds of my final weight.  I'm doing good and feel somehow renewed after my clearing.  I'll begin after the December Emotional Clearing workshop.

For those of you who are on HCG or contemplating it, keep in mind that if you hit a wall and begin sabotaging yourself, you've simply hit some layers of pain that need to be cleared before your Inner Child will feel safe letting the weight go.